dying day

Yes, it's dying day today like what my sis wrote in her blog. Receiving our MYE results. I received my :
E.M(P1/P2),
A.M(P1),
Phy,
Chem,Comb.humans(Geog,SS),
Malay.

Not to say i did very super badly. It's just that i feel i am slipping further and further away frm my usual grades like each test i do. Maybe my expectations for myself are too high, but how can i accept that as a reason when my other classmates can do better than me? I cannot let myself just die down in this battlefield esp. when the main war haven't even started. Sometimes I think to myself, will I really make it if i continue working hard?But i cannot stop working hard. Not when I have to give advice to my juniors.

The previous para might have given u the thought that i did horribly. I passed everything so far. Lowest grade B4 i think. Actually expected those marks after i ended the papers or maybe worse.But i am sure i can do much better if i push myself.Wish me luck for my other papers on Mon.

Enough abt exams and results, i went bowling yesterday with some ppl. It was fun.Luckily managed to score some points.Although most of it went to the gutter. It was my first time so i think i did ok.

I will be going to receive my Overall All-Rounders Award this evening at Yio Chu Kang. At least something for me to be glad abt after the whole day of looking at my results.

Got to go now.
Signing out,
Vannessa:)