One of my primary school friend asked me one day after looking at my msn name."So close yet so far" what does it mean?She kept asking me and i could not tell her an answer.Anyway, after much thinking, i realised that many things in this world are linked to this phrase.
Everytime when i watch a movie or a drama serial, the two person will be very close to each other but they just don't see each other.They can be just side-by-side for all u know and a wall is just the thing that separates both of them.
Or to apply it to our daily life, when we get our exam results and realised that we could have passed by just half a mark or you could have scored full marks for the paper when you wrote a wrong answer and lost 2 marks.You could have passed or scored full,but the small little barrier is what you have to overcome.This is exactly what happened this week in my life.i could have scored full marks for my math test when i lost two marks although i knew the answer.Could have been 25/25 when i got 23/25.
A saying: Sometimes what is yours have to be yours,and what is not yours no matter how hard you try it will never be.
The opposite: Nothing is impossible.
Which one to believe?Choose one for yourself.
I just feel that there is a barrier there preventing us from being close to esch other.We were very close friends last time.However, i feel that nowadays we just talk.It's not the old "us".I feel uncomfortable talking to u all.It's like i cannot trust you anymore.Why is this happening?Looks like i have found a better place to be in.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
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Gosh we have been thinking the same thing. There is a friend of mine n we hav been 2gether since we were 5 years old. Always went to the same sch n class. we were so close until our parents also became friends. after i came here, hardly i contacted her.when i went back, i met her and i just felt that it's difficult to get along again, or maybe it was only me who felt this way. it's the same friend but u cant just talk the way u used 2 be. we have less things to talk about, coz we r living in a totally different places. i just dont feel like going home anymore coz eventually i 'lose' all my friends...
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